Hi – been away a while and now I just bought an iPhone. I think it will be cool to update it this way. I’m still masturbating a ton. I cum every time thorough. I used to bate and edge a few days before each orgasm but I feel so edged I lose it lately. I need to get back on that denial train. And you? Still jacking a ton?
If you are any kind of man who is worth your salt, then I am sure you have seen some of the electrostimulation (estim, stim) videos of men cumming or edging hands free on these devices. See an example here or here or here.
Being the cock whore that I am (understatement of the year) this is something I have dabbled in a bit (ok, more than dabbled). I’m going to share my estim experiences on here so that you can decide for yourself if this is right for you.
First there is a great website called Smartstim that is more like an old-school bulletin board. However I’m going to go over some of the basics here.
If you only have 15 minutes a day before the wife or significant other comes home to play with this device, save your money and don’t buy it. Read no further. Estim is a very unique feeling. The men I have shown how it works always ask how does it feel. My best attempt is like an internal vibrator (depending where you hook up the electrodes gives you different sensations). At first these sensations may not feel good to you. It takes time, patience, experimentation to get the sensations that you see the men experiencing in the videos. It isn’t instantaneous either. I know of very few men who can hook up and cum in 15 minutes. Plan on at least an hour per session, and the first many being several hours before honing your skills.
The Most Basic Setup
For the most basic estim you can get yourself a cheap TENS unit. This is what I did when I first wanted to experiment. However, I feel like I wasted my money. My TENS is in the basement gathering dust. The TENS unit is designed to send pulses of electricity between the two contacts wherever you place them. These pulses are not made to be pleasurable. They are made to contract the muscle. Contract, release, contract, release. Some men may find this pleasurable, but I did not. I tested it over and over but I never was able to get the erotic feelings that I wanted.
The Made for Play Box
I pretty much immediately decided to drop some serious cash on a made-for-play estim box. I chose the ET312 from Erostek because of what I kept hearing from regular estimmers. This is the end-all-be-all of boxes, but it is a pretty penny.
This is where most men stop and decide they can neither afford it nor want to bother with this device. “The hand suffices” they say. They aren’t willing to invest hundreds of dollars, or they think a TENS unit will work. In my dabbling I would say save your money and just go for the real thing with a made-for-play box if you are interested in finding out how estim feels. If you find you don’t like it re-sell it (there are A LOT) of men just like you who will buy a used box to try it out.
As for the argument that the hand suffices this is true. I masturbate and edge with my hand. Feels great. Once I got the estim box up and running and understood how to use it, I have to say the edging and final orgasm that result from it are out of this world. It has been the best edging and cum sessions I have ever had in my life. Being hands free while your cock gets stimulated and precum starts flowing and you pump your hips and finally a hands-free orgasm that is like NO OTHER (really, I’m not exaggerating here, being a non-religious person this is where I saw my god in estim) is the best. Boning up just thinking about it.
This doesn’t mean I don’t still masturbate. Actually I masturbate most of the time with my hand. I have had my estim box for close to 10 years, and have had hours of enjoyment, but often I am just too lazy to get all the stuff hooked up. Every time I do get wired up I tell myself, “Why don’t I do this every time. It feels so fucking amazing!”
Build your Own Box
There are ways around the expensive boxes that you purchase. You make your own. Unless you are an engineer or experienced in soldering and building electronics I wouldn’t suggest it. You are dealing with your body and you really don’t want to fry your penis, let alone kill yourself. I would refer you to Smartstim for specifics if you are intrigued.
Next Time: Electrodes
So I’m wondering about this whole blog format. I like it in that I get to write a bit more and expose myself a bit more as a masturbator. People who come here get to see who I am as a person and see what kind of porn gets met off. However, I’m sure you have stumbled across a few Tumblr feeds and there is something so tempting in that format. How fucking hot is it to pretty much get unlimited porn to masturbate to?
Speaking of which, 3 hours last night stroking up a storm. No ejaculation. I’m at it again right now before work. Might go about 30 minutes and no cum intended.
Every time I masturbate I’m so thankful that I’m a man in this era. What must it have it been like to be gay and growing up in the early 1900’s or even earlier? Hiding your sexuality, hiding your fantasies, and not getting any time to be alone to masturbate for hours. You’d probably have sneaked around the barn and jerked one off with the ranch hand quickly. Or been in an alley in some dank back corner quickly getting out your penis to let out a load. Now I sit back, with the shades open, proudly jacking my penis, legs wide. Ahhhhh!
Today is the first day of 2012. Typically this is a day to look forward to 2012, make resolutions and ponder what the new year will bring. Already I have some new resolutions:
Feel less guilt over masturbating for hours. Even though I am a pretty out and proud masturbator, after 3 or 4 hours I feel like I’m “wasting” time. Really though, is this a waste to make myself feel amazing? Is it bad to get my edge on and really feel horned up? No! I need to tell myself that and just chill and enjoy.
Masturbate more. Yes, even though like I said I do sit and masturbate for hours, sometimes I am in front of my computer for an hour before I finally give in and drop my pants and begin masturbating. Why wait? I should just begin with greasy Albolene penis. That’s where the fun is.
Meet other masturbating men. I do love my own cock, edging myself, and enjoying my jacking, however I still feel like there are other men out there that are like myself and I’d like to meet them. Already I’m headed to Palm Springs in May for Health Friction to do just that.
What are your resolutions?
Yesterday I masturbated for hours and hours. I woke up early like 4 am because I fell asleep on Friday night really early. I turned on the space heater and started up a masturbation session. It is funny when I begin masturbating I never expect it to go as long as it does. Saturday next thing I knew 5 hours had passed. I had stopped to make coffee but stayed lubed up the whole time.
I didn’t cum that day because I was on a roll. I get into this thing called denial. For new masturbators this might be a new term. It is where you get into edging so much, but don’t allow yourself to cum. I will often do this for several days, building and building. It makes it so the next day I’m just as horny as ever and ready for more edging. So today Sunday I was ready to go, and that’s indeed what I did. I spent 4 hours working my edge over and over, chatting with some long term masturbator friends, and watching some good porn.
So I mentioned Cam4 in a previous post. There were some great euro men on there, including this guy. He’s a chronic masturbator. He said that he masturbated for 6 hours Friday. His headline actually says “Persististent (or sustained) masturbator seeks like minded”. I guess he knows edging! He had the hottest uncut cock.
For any circumcised chronic masturbator you know how important it is to use the right lubrication. Until I was in my mid-twenties I was just a standard lotion kind of masturbator. Then again, I didn’t know the hours of pleasure I could get from maturbation. The smell of certain lotions bring back to those days of early masturbation.
Then in my later twenties I found different lubricants, such as those made for fucking. These are made to be compatible with condoms and are all mostly water based. I didn’t really know about silicone based lubes.
Then in my early thirties someone I met online told me about Albolene. This is a makeup remover found in any place like Walgreens or CVS. I don’t know exactly who uses this for makeup, but I’m pretty sure that most of the supply is going towards masturbation at this point. Most chronic masturbators know that this is the nectar of the gods for extended masturbation. Because it is oil-based it lasts an incredibly long time so a good edge session can be had. It is lighter than vaseline and provides just the right slip-n-slide. If you haven’t gotten your hands on this stuff, you better. It is what converted me into a serious chronic edging masturbator.
And now something a little more spermy.
Greetings and welcome to my new blog. I’m using this space as a diary for myself, a place where I can write, post photos, converse and generally be open about being a chronic addicted masturbator. I hope you enjoy and even participate. Leave me a comment, or email me photos of how much a chronic addicted masturbator you are.